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| you think u know so well.but you dont. "keep your friends close, but your enemies closer" thanks
to ten years of crying, laughing, sleepovers, eating out, talking on
the phone, secrets, advice, going out, and everything else we've gone
through together. gone and wasted.. life goes on and on.. with
or without u.. donna u break friendships, u break relationships, and u
break me and jenna. reality check. u dont own the damn world. u dont own people.
u dont tell us who and who not to hang out with. u dont make choices
for your boifrends friends. thats fuckn pathetic. u need to get over ur
fuckn jealousy damn, the guys are right. u do act like a fucknkid. jenna its ashame that your too blind to see all these
patterns. that the person your sided with does u dirty so
many fuckn times. but i dont think you'll ever see it. and to think of
me so low. u had no right. i still dont see how you're even put into this this
wasnt ur issue to begin with. but if you want to put a grudge on
someone. put it on your ring leader. maybe when u find out the truth
thats when it'll slap u in the face. its sad how she has u, jon, and
his friends all like her little puppets. when u guys are fronted. u'll be left feeling ignorant and stupid.. we can play this SHE said NO SHE
said game. but u'll wind up being wrong either way u look at it. i cant
believe it. over a stupid argument. that's when u know youre dealing with kids. when they cant get over something so fuckn dumb.
i thought this drama shit wud be done in high school, never thought i had to deal with it and against practically family | | |
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.last summer night..friday. ladies night with the cuzins. hung out with glady, lanna, lailai, and donna, ferd swung by later that night at denny's. then we went to jon's for a little while before we headed home at 12... which reminds me.. i really miss my jennabee ..yesterday. such a crazy night. round 5 went to donna's house with my two honeybunches lailai n lanna, oh and glady.. the new foundmember of the family.. but not sure of seeing her again. scooped up the guys, ferd, jemil, jon, n aaron.. headed to hardrock cafe for dinner.. then went to Horton for alittle sanrio shopping! oh how exciting! after Horton we headed to seaport.. tourspot for the few who were leaving.. the band that was playing was so lovely! we waited for lailai's boitoi Mark to come becuz he was carrying the goodies.. wen he came we all left downtown n headed back to eastlake to create our own little entertainment.. which ended up being not the best night in the world.. i hate it wen people try to fake being tipsy.. so they can try to get away with taking advantage of other people.. when all they ever handled was a single pussy shot.. las madres started to trip so headed home round 1.. sorry to the guys that had to deal with that shit.. we were getting tired of it too.. but cheers to another summer night unwasted..
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Endless Lovewe thought we knew everything,
love blinded our faith,
we kept trying to hold onto something,
but promises started to break,
two years of commitment took so much struggle,
we both kept rising back on our feet,
we helped each other throughout anything,
and every memory I can recall with us, was oh so bittersweet,
my love for you is endless,
because you were the first that kept holding on,
you stood beside me thru anything,
even when decisions turned out wrong,
i've grown to love you're family,
and you became a favorite with mine,
but as time kept on insisting,
between us there read a fine line,
the pain this time was too high,
and the hurt we've done remains the same,
although I wish that we were together again,
the actions remain unchanged,
it sucks to think that you were the one,
that we belonged together,
I thought we meant something in God's eyes,
and he would keep us forever,
but there comes a time where we shall see,
if we'll pick each other back up from this fall,
it just hurts so bad that you were my everything,
and the thought that we had it all... -Haze it's
officially over. but God knows I still love u very much. u gave me a
happy beginning. but its time we both explore the world. maybe hope
will bring us together again. and maybe you'll be my happy ending. but
for now the pain is still present. as time passes, the heart will mend. **update: currently just chillin wid the cusins.. hoping to spend some time with the homies.. miss them alot.. specially ivanater.. his open pad parties were good stuff.. meeting new people.. finally went to strip club.. big WhOopIe.. bout time i take advantage of the legal life.. oh and no more fast food shit for me.. officially VICTORIA'S SECRET employee! summer's almost over.. aw shit.. not ready for school yet.. but its reassuring that i'll get to see familiar faces at State.. thEse suMmeR nYtes wErE fUn.. bUt iTs NoT oVeR YeT | | |
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